i get so crazy get so crazy in the head
i get so crazy get so crazy in my mind
i get so crazy crazy
i get so crazy in my mind
ssssss..........(hell you got me.. any ideas?)
i hurt the ones i love
and everything is gone to shit fuck
i live in perfect clarity
but it is replaced by madness
and i cant see when it happens
it appears as clarity too
now i have lost
i have really lost the girl i love
she has gone away
ive got so crazy in my head
i get so paranoid its fucked up
there is nothing i can do
its its s......... ha hah a
you cannot understand what it is like
to be inside this head
inside my mind behind these eyes
you cannot understand ......
it is not anything that is......
its fucked up it sucks its really fucked up
i am really fucked up really fucked up
really really fucked up
i am really really fucked up
oh i want to love again
but i will only hurt you
(something about breathing..... i cannot understand it)
sometimes i get paranoid
there is not any way to avoid it
got to look me in the eye
and swear to me and i've got to trust yo
but the problem is you see
i cannot trust- it has gone away
i got so fucked up in my head
i really wish i wish i were dead
life is no fun
i don't like life anymore
anymore it is no fun
hurting all the ones i love
oh siobhan
oh
la la la
my love is gone away
no siobhan with me here anymore
i remember the gentle smile of a child
i remember eyes of blue
i remember eternal soft innocence
i remember you
oh i want it all to stop
i want it all to stop
stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop