one chance

i dont believe the shit they say
it does not matter anyway
this is our one chance

when your death come stared me in the face
i realised whoever you are
i will never know that

an occurence of fate or chance
something is guiding it?
all my dreams turned to black
when i learned of you
never to be

this is my life
it is no dream
     without you
it is nightmare

and i scream
   i scream
i scream

and i scream to the stars
bring her back
bring my baby back to me
but alas
universe it is cold
nothing cares
there is no chance

when the spark
hits the seed
this is you
this is you
your once chance
you're unique
individual
this is your life
this is your one chance

i pray every day
when i awaken
that this will not be
but i am never taken

and here am i
destroyed
a mess, impossible
to be with

good for nobody
no good for myself
for i want you

no no no
i never did say
take my baby away
i never once thought it

know know
i had no say
it was hidden my child
and i could not stop it

stumbling thru wreckage of blame and guilt
and hatred for all who destroyed you

my heart has turned from light
my mind from sanity
i do not dance in the night
anymore

and i scream to the stars

bring her back

bring my baby back to me

but alas

universe it is cold

nothing cares

there is no chance

 

when the sperm

hits the egg

this is you

this is you

your once chance

you're unique

individual

this is your life

your one chance

 

i wish this was just a bad dream

i wish this was just a bad dream

 

but it is not and every day i wake up to it

 

 

 

-starwhisp

8 jun 06