i keep giving love

and yet it never comes back

 

you keep liein to me

i'm pulling out my hair

you're tearing me apart

and yet you do not care

do not do this to me

i have pleaded to you

oh take the flowers i give

but you are bleeding too

 

you are never ready for me

when i knock at your door

i pound my head on your wall

til i'm dead on the floor

tell me you understand

you care for me you said

but you got other plans

you leave me screaming dead

 

you keep liein to me

i'm pulling out my hair

you're tearing me apart

and yet you do not care

do not do this to me

i have pleaded to you

oh take the flowers i give

but you are bleeding too

now all is lost again

all i can do is stare

you're tearing me apart

and yet you never care

and now i've lost a friend

it has come to an end

just trying to get your heart

to outshine your head

 

your inability to let that one boy go

it was never that i want you to know

it only let me see

that you do not want me

you had absolutely no loyalty

you are so dizzying

but it just is not fun

i want to kill myself

somebody give me a gun

just trying to touch your heart

which harldy beats a bit

you're tearing me apart

you're such a chickenshit

 

so now i dance alone and once again i'm free

this is the only way to see me

am i ambivalent

do i bear avarice?

go on and live with your cowardice

i offered you my hand

to place in wedded band

but you turned it away

(for what?)

and now i will dance on

in search of she who lives

you can stagnate in death

i do not give a shit

 

-starwhisp